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2003-12-11 - 12:11 p.m.

i hate bad dreams. boo hoo! but, here are pics...

i am making stationary again today! i want to give my brother, his wife, and their daughters something homemade and personal. afterall, thats what the spirit of the holidays are all about, right? not to mention our super tight budget...

analyze this weirdo morning...Lovie and i woke up just before his alarm. he was all over me, kissing me, touching me, it was amazing (all of it!lol) but then, afterwards, he left for work and i fell back into dreamland, i had this highly disturbing dream. it was a dream that Lovie was dancing closely with another woman and telling me that i need to be more alluring, sexy, exciting for him to be with me again :( Ok, i know i don't have a high self esteem but come on, this was so heart breaking. why would i dream that? this man does nothing else but tell me he's so in love with me. he rubs my hair, he tells me i am beautiful, he makes me dinner, he makes love to me....

i don't know what is up with that dream. i am still bumming about it, i can't shake it. the idea of him with anyone else makes me literally ill-my stomach is weak from thinking about it.

oh well. see, aren't you glad you came here to read my entry today? @@ <--rolling my eyes. lol

Oooh--you wanna see pics of me? ok, here you go! (doesn't this make you feel better, Lisa? LOL) Candids, taken 2 minutes ago (rofl)--